Ezekiel, I've read your post a number of times. And, this is what I think u said:
"I'm a man, but wish I was a man who had a woman's body." Is THAT correct?
If so, then I MAY be with u. I've often said I don't feel like I'm TG. Because I don't relate to any part of my psyche being female. So, why would I want to be a man in a woman's body? MY answer? I haven't a clue! All I know is, I LOVE looking like a female. Even if I don't/can't feel like one!
However, maybe the fact that it never occurred to me to try on ladies things until I was 50 would help explain my situation and put me in a different category than u anyway?