Good question. The short answer is that I have not accepted that I am a crossdresser, yet. In fact, I hate that I have to waste my time and money on such a trivial, seemingly useless fetish.
But here I am, giving the question in your post serious contemplation. I hope that I can accept things by the time it's all said and done with.
If nothing else, you can't call us anything but unique.
Cheers,
Elirra
