IMO there is no shame about cdings, don't keep that feeling in brings you pented up inside it will stress you out to no end and be a hinderence to your health. It is best to express yourself by crossdressing to release and soothe your inner feelings. Personally and from what I have read online here MANY have felt GREAT by crossdressing...to hell with what other people may think Your well being is parmount to what other people may think. Instilling self esteem which may be lacking in some that post here is what you have to build up to project an aura of knowhow and "I can do it" that will shine like a beacon to others...Peace to you and go for it!...Mykchelle