We all have pieces of our souls that we will forever remain hidden - even when using an alias. I am doing my best to peel off the fabric of deceit to find all of Miki and how much of Michael is Miki and Miki is Michael. I have a great therapist and Miki is learning to enjoy new found friends like Allie and her friend Rachel and Miki's sense of self is developing rapidly.
Will I ever let the world meet all of who Miki is - no! Will the world ever meet all of Michael - no! But I have pretty much gotten over the scary, humiliating and embarrassing events in my life (or, at least embraced the events and know how to deal with them). I hope Michael and Miki and Mikey (the very merry prankster) all merge together at some point. All three of us are nice people and I think merging my personalities into one mostly Miki person will create an individual who doesn't need or want an alias.
And, yes - Jennifer Garner is hot and would make a great daughter.




