paula you do not need to respond to ANY post ...
Take what you want out of each one!!! toss the ones that don't resonate...
people care to share and some of us may not have ever been in a similar place..
take a breather and start over...the past posts are the past
...what can you do now to feel better...to feel ok? there is no need for anything to happen today tomorrow or anytime soon... if you don't make progress today, maybe tomorrow or the next...
you have a lot to offer and you have a lot on your plate...you can hang in there for now!!