sammont
You just proved everyone else's point.
Most people can't just stop because they have a feminine presence that needs to be expressed.
Go ahead though, keep trying just like all the others.
Then what? A few years down the road you'll be posting here "abloo bloo bloo my wife hates me now cause I hid this part of my past from her".
I tried my whole life and it doesn't work, but go on.
OP:
You need a therapist to help you with porn addiction, not someone to tell you to try and stop crossdressing.
Anyone willing to try conversion or reparative therapy is someone you need to run from.