well i got dressed up tonight and got in the car and drove around for like 20mins and got out and put gas in my car. I wasnt sure if i was gonna crash the car from checking myself out in the mirror or is i was gonna have a heart attack. It was intense as hell.

I almost went to a mcdonalds drive thru and got a hot fudge sunday but i chickened out maybe next time

thanks for helping to give me the curage