I wanna thank everyone for their kind words. I like Kimf's idea the best though. Don't get me wrong I love the idea of driving a zillion miles away and doing my thing, but problem is all I have for transportation is a motorcycle. And in not trying to attract attention... Lol a tranny on a motorcycle? I think I'd probably snicker too! Of course I guess I could dress there. But still, I need to get used to here I feel. But what is it exactly I'm feeling? Nervousness? For what? Am I feeling like I'm doing something bad?
What are the other ladies opinions on why you felt jittery. I know it sounds like a silly question, because it is. But with me I feel like I have to have everything figured out and this is one of the things I have to figure out.