Just this. Go to him look him the eye take him in your arms and tell him you Love him have always loved him and will always love him.
That you will always be there for him love him ans support him. In an "ideal" world I would liked to been able to experience and express botg aspects of my personality / being. That is to say that I wouldhave
Loved to at least be able to express both my femininity and masculinity until hadfound
My own personal balance.
