I definitely consider myself bi as I still like women but when I am dressed all I want is to be with a man but i am very fussy and don't find many men attractive. I sometimes see someone and think 'wow' but that doesn't happen very often.
There is also a nervous aspect to it but I know that one day I will find a guy who likes me dressed and we can be intimate. I do also feel that when I am dressed I want to act like a women, especially in bed. The trouble is I cannot stop thinking about it. My experiences with women, i.e. 3 divorces have left me not really wanting to be involved with a women again even though i do find them attractive.
So .......... straight, 'not at all'. Bi 'probably'....... Gay 'definitely'. Bit of a contradiction but when dressed I am 100% gay and feel cool about it.
The day I do eventually get my dream I know I will be a great girly lover to my man and he will feel like he wants more of me, which will be good.
Lucy Lou xx
