Reine over time I come to realize my male exterior is just a shell for who I am on the inside. Wig, breast forms, fake hips. To me it all feels like a costume. I cant seem to find that happy medium without telling the whole world Im different. I am attempting to find small things to make me feel comfortable in my own skin and to try and maybe find a gender neutral appearance. For me it is no longer dresses and skirts that makes me feel right. Its shaved legs, pierced ears, having my hair styled, nails groomed and now attempting to get in a little better physical shape. I know maybe this all just sounds nuts, but how do I erase the man I see in the mirror and just see me?