Hi Tinkerbell,
I don't consider my man side "hot" but maybe... "kind", "gentle", "intelligent"... sort of... You can judge by looking at my man to woman post (http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/...t=#post3311796) but crossdressing was definitely never an "ugly guy pastime". Lol. I've began crossdressing at the age of 7 before I have any concrete or tangible concept of what pretty or ugly means. I just found it incredibly soothing to be a girl for some reason (not to mention the sexual arousal). Again, thank you for being honest about your feelings.
-Sarah
