I hear all of you. I totally relate about the girl at the gas pump, except I'd like to have her body too, not just "pass" like she does. But that's not going to happen with today's technology, and I'm not selling my soul, lol. I think you all have helped me see that this is more CD-related than Ts-related. I do have transient TS feelings, but they go away. Not enough to act on. If I could just stop this jealousy-train I am on. I have these thoughts everyday. It's tiring and frustrating. Maybe it's cause I have kids at home and can rarely dress? Maybe I need more girl time.
