Reine, I don't know if I'd call it a sexual thing. I might call it an attraction thing. I've been a CDer since about four years old. And I remember being enamored with beautiful women back then. But they didn't necessarily turn me on. I remember a little girl next door my age at about 4-5. She was very pretty and wore the prettiest clothes. I remember wanting to be like her. I've always been "different" than other guys. Some gays "hover" around me cause they sense something, I have to deflect them. I have some feminine qualities or behaviors that make them think I'm gay or bi, I guess. Best I can say is I'm in-between genders. Maybe that makes me a non-op TS, a true transvestite, certainly not just a guy who likes to CD, yet not enough pull to make me a transsexual. Like I said before, maybe these jealousy feelings dog me everyday cause I can't dress except every couple of months.
