Melissa you got it all right,, We will never know what would have been ? An same as you I hated to be one of the boys sober,, I could be the Best Good Old Boy while intoxicated ,, Some say they couldn't drink a lot before for fear of what they would say or do,,lol,,, Hell I have a fix for that,, Stay drunk,, I did and loved it and it kept everyone away from me for long time. Not all the way but never let anyone get to close.
I tried to STOP this Madness trust me I did. But nothing on earth could help me, I tried it all and nothing worked, SO GUESS WHAT? Yep Transition time,, How do you do it? When do you do it ? When do you do anything else,, How do you do anything else? Why do you do anything else? Hell I don't know,, Maybe they will write a Book on it and tell us the correct way with instructions and Call it The Transition Bible ?
I ma going to wing it,, Let the HRT do it's thing an hope that the GD stays at Bay? Hey how bad came it be? So far so good in my book, I even asked melissa some stuff when I met her an she told me and my SO hell she didn't understand this Crap no more than I did,,,lol,,,,
So believe it or not it made me feel better if I am doing it an no one really knows how,, How can I be doing it wrong? Everything has a Perk I guess.