Isha and Lea, for their authenticity, are role models to me. I have personally tried to have that kind of honesty and integrity, and hope that someone will (politely) call me out if I start spouting BS.

As to the original point... I'm still way too early in my process (which may or may not include full transition at some point) to be able to call what I'm doing "transition" given the definition provided here. I am going through a process of change... this much is certain. Is it destructive? Integrative? Only time will tell.