I guess what's mainly making me think of stopping crossdressing and purging is the fact that what if something were to happen to me where I'd be incapacitated in some way and couldn't take care of myself and/or I died. Then as my mother is going through all my home furnishings and possessions, she finds all my crossdressing stuff. Not exactly a pretty picture, know what I mean?Nobody knows I crossdress, not even my mother. I worry about what she'd think and do if she found out if something were to happen to me later in life.
