Yeah can totally relate. I used to just get fully dressed and maybe have a glass of wine and then take it all off and shower back to boy mode. Now I won't bother getting dressed unless I'm going out somewhere or meeting people. It's the natural next step.
I really recommend researching your local area and finding local girls similar to you and organise to meet . Especially the fact that you live alone gives you a great opportunity to invite local girls over for dinner or drinks, that's when you can start really building great friendships so you won't feel so isolated/alone/bored or frustrated.
You just need to step out of the comfort zone which is always daunting and scary but you're life will be enriched because of it.
