I received an email, he apologized for hurting me. Said he's weak and it's his fault and he's sorry it worked out the way it did. So, I don't even know anymore....I do need to say that I don't have an interest in any romantic relationship right now. I am going to need quite a while to really get through this. If I have given anyone the wrong impression somehow, I sincerely apologize. I've gained a lot of insight from all of you and I'm very grateful.