So, are you heterosexual or ? ! I am heterosexual and have no desire to be with another male. Especially since i do not plan to transition. You must decide on your own sexual orientation. But I suspect since it makes you sick that you are heterosexual. This is normal!!! All these thoughts have crossed my mind also!! Fantasies have flashed through my mind! You need to do some soul searching and everything will work out!! Best wishes ! Good luck!! Hugs Lana Mae