Me too, Josie...Life long straight, conservative, Republican (hope that doesn't offend anyone), married and loyal to my long term wife. I have to stay in the closet with my cross dressing out of respect for her. She's conservative as well and does not like me dressing in girls clothing. So I keep all of my femme stuff hidden and out of sight. I wonder how many happily married straight cross dressers are in the same situation I'm in where you love to dress up and out of respect for your wife's feelings about it, you have to keep things about cross dressing in the closet. When dressed up in girl clothes I have no desire to be with any man at all. I guess I would be considered a lesbian while dressed up. The part about my individual cross dressing is that there is absolutely no possible way to tell that I am a guy when dressed as a girl. If I would find out how to post photos on this site, you could not tell I was a guy while dressed up. Now this took a long time learning about what clothes looked and felt right on me and how to get really good at applying makeup by watching professional videos regarding the application of makeup on line. I will always be straight, will never fool around and always be loyal and true to my wife, and will always enjoy the cross dressing side of my life. Thanks for reading my post...Scarlett