And that was kinda my point. For someone who got REALLY in to it, realized they looked pretty good, was having some doubt about gender ID, came from a conservative and religious background, I'm guessing there's internal conflict going on. Like a bunch:

- Anger(came through some of the posts about getting PM's about meeting up, and others)
- denial(self admitted)
- bargaining(if I can just get my bench up to 300 and grow a wicked Viking beard I'll have this girl crap beat and can be the warrior I really think I am, plus I'll go back to church and pray really hard and promise to do my best if God just does his part)

Maybe he's got it beat. If so, my sincere congratulations, though you aren't seeing this

If not, I hope he deals with it in a healthy way, rather than the big blow.