It's not about the pink fog,or how much percentage a human soul is made up of ,its who we are. This is why I always come back after a purge. I have tought of many scenerios in my mind about the talk with my SO,and one is that if she gives me the choice stop dressing or she will leave me, I will say well bye!I need to love me first before I can love anyone else. Sometimes the best way to test a heart is to let it go,and if it comes back then it was always yours and if doesn't come back it was never ment to be. Sure I would miss the kids my family but is it really worth to live sad?to be hiding a part of our soul? CDing is not like smoking or drinking ok let me put a a anti pink patch to control my urge to dress. I was born like this,period. Yes I'm guilty I lied ,but how could I explain to her something I didnt understand back then? Now I'm beginning to learn more about this fantastic life I have now I'm learning about my inner womanhood,remember we all start as female in the womb,there is nothing wrong with us,society says it. We are beautiful. ..
