MM, if you look through old threads here you'll find many references to how relaxed and natural we feel when in fem. For many of us, we're locked into a, often work related, male facade that we wear several hours a day and to shed it for our fem side is not just relaxing but exhilarating. Yes, it is sometimes depressing, stressful for us to then revert to the male mode. You are not alone. :-)
