I’ve been experiencing the exact same thing unfortunately and it seems to get worse each and every Christmas. It starts in Christmas Eve as I always attend a service with my family and I so wish I could attend wearing something pretty as most of the ladies always put so much into their presentation. The same goes for Christmas Day all the way to New Years. I have always loved Christmas but lately I’ve dreaded it. New Years I simply hate, for one I would love to attend a party wearing a new dresss and as of now I cannot. I also think the sentiment of starting a new year without being who I want to be is so hard. I do hope you feel better today!
