I don't want to debate the morality of this. The director of golf is fully aware of my situation and has gone on record saying that I am welcome. This thread isn't necessarily about just playing golf. I am really struggling with how I fit in with other people. I'm tired of feeling like a freak and a weirdo. Joining this league felt like it was a way for me to fit into a group of like minded women. If I'm wrong, I'm wrong.