Have to admit after I got divorced and thinking my crossdressing would be a bar to starting another relationship,I experimented by finding guys online,i had some one nighters and a cpl of very brief relationships and i must admit I did enjoy the veel of bring wanted as a woman,but as others have said the crux of the matter was they never saw me as a woman and it didn't make me feel like one.
Luckily I met my wife and all that faded away another one of life's experience.Never thought of going down that road again
Sophie