Not sure how to put this. A controlled necessity I guess. Since I started dressing fully and going out partial dressing just doesn't do anything for me anymore. Therefore my opportunities got fewer and farther between. There's times I've got to go months without dressing. The urge and desire to dress never goes away but for my job and family I understand it's what needs to be done. Yes I've tried quitting altogether many times over the years and like most here have found it can't be done. The desire always comes back.
