Get as much info as possible and if you are in that "What to do next" phase, please seek some qualified help. There you can talk your way through how you feel, your doubts, concerns, which can be very serious, and then hopefully be better able to make decisions about what is that next step. Regarding facial hair removal, if your insurance does not cover it (normally need to be diagnosed with severe gender dysphoria to get it) and you can afford it, start yesterday. Check with a laser tech first to see if you have the right amount of dark hairs and a light enough skin to do laser first. Then start on the electrolysis. It takes a long time and is expensive at $50-65 per hour. Do not hesitate to ask for a big discount if you are going to get real serious about it. I got a decent discount by asking. Even if you never go on hormones, clearing your facial hair will always be your secrete. No one will really ever know you do not need to shave, unless you spend a lot of time camping or hunting with someone where shaving does not normally ever happen. Good luck and please keep us informed.