Ok let me give you a little back story
So my wife is not fully accepting we are actually in a dadt situation. She doesnt want to see leslie. Its my fault i pushed it on her to soon and i dont blame her. She hasnt left me and doesnt expect me to stop. She doesnt mind me under dressing either. That is why i still do it. She explains to me her take is like smoking cigs she doesnt like but wong leave me over it. Like most of us im over thinking everything.the tinking about crossdressing and fantasies are the uncontrollable part to it. Ive come to terms with bieng a crossdresser but sometimes i just dont like bieng one. I am an alpha male brought up by alpha s work and socailize everyday with alpha males. I like bieng and alpha male. But i love the feeling of dressing as a woman. Its so confusing and makes no sense. All this really makes me ask who am i