Well I just picked up the scripts and I took my first two about 20 minutes ago. After I did I marked the calendar :: Denise's Birthday May 4th, 2020. Yeah I went through verbal abuse for years. And like the submissive I am I took it and after she called me every name in the book I go out and pick her up something to eat. I've been living on my own for the past 10 months.for a while I was having my nails done every day long painted fingernails and pedicures. As of late I just wasn't feeling it. Hopefully I get back in that feminine mood. A girl I knew from my past text me last night and said Denise are you okay. Just hearing those words was like OMG I kind of told her I thought I was trans, but she said she needed time to take it all in. I guess let the journey begin. I'm just hoping the estradiol calms me down a bit.