I am defining myself as Angela continually. Scary in some respects; but what was formerly a subconscious realization of my female side is now more and more a conscious realization of my true self.
Wow, Angela, I just started a new thread about the same thing I'm going through!
The crossdressing community is one that needs to stick together and continue to be there for each other for whatever one needs. We are always trying to improve the forum to better serve the crossdresser in all of us.