Thanks for the responses everybody, for the positivity, and for the thought provoking comments.
I know what my blockages and "issues" are at the moment, and they are fairly simple on the surface, but more complex when you actually look closely.
I'm actively considering how to go about separating myself from my current life, what it would look like, how it would impact people, and what I need to make it a reality.
I think this plays on the dressing side of things. I don't want to spend money on femme clothing because I think of that money as being something that could be spent on a place for myself, and the time is time I could spend on my job, or investments etc.
Life is never easy.
