How I would love to be able to get the confidence to go out in public and blend in. You would think it would be easy as I don't live to far from Palm Springs, which would be the easiest way to go out and try to express myself in my feminine attire.
I can tell myself at times, who cares what others think, but its easier said then done.
I do from time to time ride in the car with my wife dressed up and we will ride around town or to go through a drive thru.
When I go over to some of my accepting friends houses to have dinner I have went as Jessica, same when they come over to my place. But the general public I don't know....
One thing that I have against me is the fact that I am 6'5 and pretty slender still. Not many women are tall, so I would stand out.
Another thing is the fact that I have a lot of family in the valley. Many of my cousins do concerts at local casinos and other locations. Though I feel the best way would be to go out of the area where I would never have to worry about running into family or one of the 700 tenants that I rent to where I work.
I hope to get the courage one day and maybe it wont be as bad as I think it will be?
