Bear in mind I'm new to CD. One time I was dressed in a fullish outfit (I was borrowing my wife's as the time). No makeup or wig. There was a real and big jolt of rightness when I looked in the mirror. Gender euphoria (not dysphoria) is what I reckon. I was happy. I came back to that memory. It makes me wonder if I'm trans or I'll get there eventually, even though I'm happy with my manhood (though I want to start tucking as my manhood spoils the lines of my underdressed look). Confusing! I am happy and calm when dressed.