Lol Kieron!!
That bit sounds really familiar.
I think it's cool that you know who you are.
awwwwMy biggest doubt was always... 'Who could love this... mish-mash of genders?'Well some people would adore a "mish-mash of genders".
I would.
I do feel a little like a mish mash of genders, but inside.
I don't understand why I have these pinings and yearnings to have a male form.
Yes, I definitley want to undstand myself. Well.. a little more at least...
It would be nice to have someone see beyond the physical yeah. But in my case I don't think anyone is ever going to see my inner boy, unless I wear him as my outer-boy!
Plus the whole "I'd feel more comfortable with a male body" is an issue I have to consider...but it's the REASONS I'd feel more comfortable with a male body that confuse me. Like... is it because I just dislike myself so much that I want to become someone else? Or is it because that is my true form? Etc etc.
I think, without a doubt I would feel more comfortable and able to function within a relationship as a male. But it's why that makes me hesitate. And is it right...would I be making a huge mistake because of all these other factors.... etc etc
Thanks so much for your wise words Lisa...
They've made me consider something that was obvious all along but got lost in the whirl of confusion and so many other thoughts.
You're very cool
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