I wish it would go away. I see a woman and look at her in envy. I look at womans breast in envy. My wife thinks I am obsessed with breasts. I am but not in the way she thinks! I feel like I am missing something from my chest.
So I am messed up. Again I wish it would go away. Anyone know of anything I can take that will make it go away? Like male hormones or herbs!
Last edited by janedoe311; 03-20-2007 at 06:57 PM.
Funny you mention that, at first my wife said to me, I think your hormons are off or something, maybe all you need is a daily vitamin.Originally Posted by janedoe311
Women who wear pants and skirts are shocked, just shocked a husband would do the same thing.
1. Do you think about CDing daily? All day, 50%, once or twice etc?
Dressing up i may think about once or twice a month. Dreaming about being a GG...daily.
2. How does it affect your ability to get on with things, especially if you are working?
CD=N/A
3. if it does affect your ability to get on with things, does that concern you?
N/A
4. What sort of things do you think about? (please, keep it clean!!!)
When dressed up? Wishing i had the body to go with it.
5. Would you rather be less occupied by these thoughts?
N/A
I have been taking supplements for 30 years. Have not had a cold of flu for over 25 years.:D Only miss work sick in the last 25 years or so from injuries, back problems and allergies (I do get hit hard with allergies). I think some of the supplements help but I do not know which. Some days and weeks it are bad and others I do not think about it much. My common sense knows it is a waste of time to think about it and wish for it. If I turned into a woman over night my life would be over. I would loose my family and job and house, at 56 I can not start over! But I still wish. That is why I want a pill!
1. Do you think about CDing daily? All day, 50%, once or twice etc?
I think about it at least every few minutes. Its like breathing, it just happens and I cant change that.
2. How does it affect your ability to get on with things, especially if you are working?
It helps me to get through the day, especially if its a tough day. I now wear panties everyday, so its never far from my mind.
3. if it does affect your ability to get on with things, does that concern you?
No Concerne, it helps more than it hinders.
4. What sort of things do you think about? (please, keep it clean!!!)
I think about when the next time I will get away for a pedicure, or buy a new pair of shoes, or if I see a GG, I want to know where she bought something she is wearing.
5. Would you rather be less occupied by these thoughts?
Sometimes I would like to be less accupied by the thoughts because it gets frustrating sometimes that I can only dress in private, and not as often as I like, but otherwise I like being occupied by the thoughts because its actually calming to think about certain things.
Erika Leigh
It can be very overwhelming and I think it can even be a little out of control. It can get in the way of other activities, so I am working on, at leaste, thinking about striking a balance.
It is tough when anything controls us and so, at leaste, for me I need to make sure that I am in control of my cding.
Not there yet but working on it.
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Lovely Rita
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