Ashley,
There will come a day when the why is not going to be as important to you as what you choose to do about it. I am old enough to tell you this. It will not go away. . The earlier in your life that you accept this and if you are in a relationship come to a compromise with a partner, the happier I think you will be. Put yourself in a position where you control it rather than have it control you. You pick the when, where, and how. You just cannot deny this energy that is within you, believe me. Enjoy who you are. It can be a gift!
Rita
