While I respect your beliefs, it isn't much off an explanation to those who do not share your religion.
I think it's natural to ask 'why' and I don't see there is any harm in the asking so long as one is aware that many answers are still unknown to those questions. I suppose it's the why of asking why that matters, an attempt at greater understanding, a desperate need for validating information, a 'proof' to show to others or a search for what is 'wrong'.
