Well the Wife figured out what I was going to Therapy for, well she asked and I told her.
Well to make a long story short..... I canceled all my Therapy.
I decided for the time being I rather live with my Children and Wife cause I can not afford to be on the street and loose everything I own at this time. I will slowly start to liquidate my belongings so when the time comes I will be prepared.
I told her I would not persue changing my Gender. However there will be a time when either the kids are old enough or something else happens where I can persue who I really am.
Anyway I am sticking around cause this is a very helpful forum.
I have made some friends here and I want to meet some of you someday.
You cant get rid of the feelings for who you really are, however you can choose to not show them and keep them to yourself and enjoy them when you are alone.
