When I crossdress, its because I want to feel more like a woman. not ony does the feel or appearance of the clothing make me look prettier when I am dressed. It gives me a sense of completeness. I feel like I am a whole person when I present female.
I told my wife that I was a crossdresser three and a half years ago and at that time I said that I was only a crossdresser. I had finally accepted that I could not change this about me, Afterall I never dressed all the time, but I did underdress all the time. Because it ade me feel good about myself as a person.
Now three and a half years later, I have learned more about myself and accepted that it is ok to admit that I want to be a woman, Its not just the clothing but it is actually the feeling of being a whole individual person that I want and enjoy, Being able to relate to other women is a wonderful feeling that I have only recently been able to have and I love it.
So its not anything to how the clothing feels, but its about how they make me feel about myself, the silk is just a bonus
