
Originally Posted by
OCCarly
I've spent my whole adult life in denial about it, but the bottom line is, my blood pressure runs about 20 points higher when I spend a day in boy mode than when I am in girl mode. And I want so badly to transition. But my wife does not want me to be publicly out, and I love her and want to stay married. I keep hoping and praying society will change, and fighting for small victories, like recent trips out partially dressed. But yes, I know deep down that I am transgender/transsexual.