I've always been attracted to women. There are some that I've been close to and known that I will never get anywhere with them sexually and it makes me feel angry and alone. But lately I have been semi-fantasizing about giving men oral sex. It seems like more fun then oral sex with women. I'm yet to do either. I don't like the thought of being gay, though. All the social stigma would drive me to suicide. What do you have to say about this?
