I've wanted to start a similar thread, but my thoughts surrounding the issue leave me in a pile of crap that is swallowing me up like quiksand.
Perhaps no-one will even recognize my contribution to this forum because I only recently joined and even more recently experienced my relationship in the tiolet.
About 2 weeks ago, I posted with great excitement about coming out to my SO, with whom I have a small child. I was elated beyond belief. She even took me shopping for a wig and bought me a periwinkle camisole and garter with stockings. She gave me a makeup kit, stocked with her spares.
And then..............about a week and a half ago, I discovered that she was cheating me in her taxes. I told her that I would have none of that. I then told her that she would have to make the ammendments or I would take her down.
Since then, I have received a barrage of the most foul and disgusting messages and phone calls, outlining how UGLY I am, etc., etc., etc., leaving no holds barred. I have never seen or heard anybody sink to the depth that she has with me in the last week. I can hardly breathe.
Needless to say, I don't feel much like getting dressed up and taking pictures for you all. Matter of fact, I don't feel much like doing anything other than making sure my daughter is well cared for, which is largely my responsibility, and I do it largely on my own as well because she works out of town.
I'd like to puke.
