Having trouble making relationship with others as a young boy and adult, a relationship with myself was always available: Result ? "Narcissism"
While I have been working to mature this relationship of fascination with myself, with some success, I still get that charge of "One More Way" to fall in love with myself. Variety is the spice of life !
So, from that first fascination with Roberta I have been working to mature my relationship with myself as Roberta, with some success.
I feel a measure of health, in that I have put aside CDing frequently, as "more important" priorities in my work and family life have dominated.
So, even as I am somewhat free from the first rush of Narcissism, I acknowledge it as a strong candidate for the much of the "highs" of my fascination with CDing.
Roberta
