I am happy to see there are some who can relate. Please once again don't get me wrong on this thread..Everyone who has replied as well as this whole Forum are very supportive and I will say that til I am blue to my face..
I have seen this time after time though it is on going, maybe too supportive ? The type of support I am looking for not only for myself but curious if OTHERS ARE LOOKING FOR THE SAME. Is not the pros of Crossdressing we all know those but the cons of crossdressing those of us who feel cursed.
I know most here have been through the "journey" trust me I have been there ..Being a genetic male and the reason for this Thread is I want to stay true to my sex not become or accept the burden that is a daily ,weekly battle.
Now I know a lot of you have been through it and feel it is a phase I am going through ,you tell me it is a normal to feel the way I do in rejecting the desires. It is hard to explain maybe I am the freak I don't know all I can say is that after the deed of the on going nagging pestering urge of that female wanting to burst out of me succeeds , I hate myself for giving in I have always felt that way and I see no end in site.
I have seen a therapist wasn't any help
Thank you
CW
