Is it just me? please read with caution

[JennyII23]

I'm sorry but no I do not have a low opinion of myself..Funny tho I do have a low opinion of Crossdressing!!..

You see thats my point no offence to anyone as I really like what you all do and how great you all support one another.. My point is are there any others here that feel the same as I do? Because to be honest with everyone my best advise or support comes from the GG's. Most people in here( that post) enjoy dressing ,thats what you support. For people like me that do not enjoy it instead of understanding when a post such as this one appears and support my wishes to stop, they want to support me to continue because that's what they choose to do themselves..That's all I am saying , we all know that it is gonna be a part of our lives til we die . But how to live with it and fight it off is the roughest part when you don't want it and will never accept it..

Thanks C.W.

Good luck CW , Acceptance is the 1 st step to recovery ,in anything in life...period ,I can go on and tell about my life ,but I am at peace with my self ,lifes to short ,I am a DROWNING SERVIVOR ,and should be dead ,went 5+ minutes without breathing ,so I am soooo thankful to the Lord ,to give me a chance ,I am a caregiver to both of my parents ,and know why he saved me on that day of boat racing in 2001 ,I am on leave from work ,pops wanted to come stay with us to die ,but has pulled through good enough to get him and Mom to a beatuiful new assisted living facilty ,2 miles from us .I can go back to work , yahhhh,sorry I didn't mean to hijack ,Just wish you well

[curse within]

Good luck CW , Acceptance is the 1 st step to recovery ,in anything in life...period ,I can go on and tell about my life ,but I am at peace with my self ,lifes to short ,I am a DROWNING SERVIVOR ,and should be dead ,went 5+ minutes without breathing ,so I am soooo thankful to the Lord ,to give me a chance ,I am a caregiver to both of my parents ,and know why he saved me on that day of boat racing in 2001 ,I am on leave from work ,pops wanted to come stay with us to die ,but has pulled through good enough to get him and Mom to a beatuiful new assisted living facilty ,2 miles from us .I can go back to work , yahhhh,sorry I didn't mean to hijack ,Just wish you well

Jenny that is great to survive such a event ,wow someone was looking over you..Sorry about the parents, my prayers are with them tonite.

C.W.

[LisaM]

Curse Within,

Your points are well made. I don't deny a lot of what you've written. I still get embarrassed by women's clothing. I recently ordered cosmetics on-line. My wife never asked me to quit but I did quit for 10 years. There is a great deal of pain regarding how you feel; how I feel and how others feel about this.

But I still wouldn't give it up. It makes me feel whole, complete--I don't know how to describe it. It makes me want to go back and live my life all over and transition when I was in my teens.

I guess the difference is that want and feel that I am a woman. I can't imagine living without feeling that way. I hope you can find peace. I truly know how difficult that is to do.

[JennyII23]

Jenny that is great to survive such a event ,wow someone was looking over you..Sorry about the parents, my prayers are with them tonite.

C.W.

CW a BIG THANKS ....