Is it just me? please read with caution

[MarcieM]

Honestly? You don't sound as if you really want to - that you're comfortable (or too worried of change) where you are..

Again, you demonstrate that you simply "don't get it". Please stop making assumptions.

This is NOT a great place for those looking for a way to stop - that's just not the focus of this forum.

That's not the focus of this forum or any other forum. Because...there is no way to stop. oh, I dunno...a frontal lobotomy maybe?
But short of that, you and I both know this is like the mafia. You're in for life.
Sure, one can stop the physical act of CD-ing, but stop thinking about it?
yeah, right.