[SIZE=2]I've found that through reading and posting on this site on a regular basis, the urge to actually CD is diminished. It may be different if my wife was tolerant, and I could dress while I posted! I guess I'm living my CD life through the exploits of the rest of you, and you may find that a solution Chastity. Of course, if I knew I could never, ever, CD myself, I may have a different reaction![/SIZE]

[SIZE=2]On the other hand, Chastity, I know it would be hard at first, but why don't you come out and ask someone you trust to dress you in feminine clothes as a special treat? I don't know your circumstances (with relationships etc.) but you may know someone who loves you enough to indulge your fantasy, on the grounds of at least giving you some pleasure in your circumstances. I know that might sound a bit patronising, but it was not intended that way. I'd do it for a friend, but then I'm a CD myself, and then I'd want to join you![/SIZE]

[SIZE=2]Tony[/SIZE]