Thanks everybody for all the great post. I truly feel that you all know me and have felt the same way I felt. I just want so bad to be able to go out. My wife and I have took drives at night, but I want more. I can't wait until I have the oppitunity to go to a CD event with my wife. I'm a crossdresser and I don't deserve the honor to call myself that because I want the battle of ignorance against us to be won, but I'm not willing to do any fighting.